what's worse, knowing or thinking their cheating?

what's worse ?

·The KNOWING that some one is cheating

OR

·The THOUGHTS that they might be cheating ?

-»now personally , I feel like the thoughts are THE worst
[ not DA W0R$T now , LoL ] , 6'Cuz when you KNOW sum1

is cheating , its easier to deal w| 6'cuz there's no reason

to 6e *sus about the situation . you can make ur decision
then and there about what u wanna do in regards to ur
partner cheating on u ..

WHERE AS :

the thoughts can fcuk you up .. like seriously 6'cuz u gonna
think when they not with you 1. who they w| ? , 2. what they
doing? 3. who they doin? 4. why they aint pick up they fone,
who da fcuk they w|? 5. why she writin/textin him?, 6. why
he been actin like that lately? , && etc etc .. that shxt will
REALLY get to you after a while .. especially when you love
the person, that shxt is the worse .. or in worse case scenario,

they cheated before && you took them 6acc .

smh , the THOUGHTS you can do nothing about, like Ne-Yo
said "You Either *Trust Me Or You Don't* ." its easier said
then done , cuz regardless whether you trust the person
that inner 6xtch we hate called JEALOUSY always kiccs in
whether u wanna admit it or not .. it does have a factor ..

now lemme stop ram6ling on cuz I just noticed my posts 6e
HELLA long for no reason , im learning to 6e *²concise !

conclusion ;; the thoughts hurt more 6ecause at the end of
the day, your mind is gonna be wandering when your not w|
the person, && what they are doing while they aren't w| you
or who they`re talkin to, cuz our minds can't help 6ut wander !

what do yall think ? leave comments & lemme know .

wtf do dis mean?:
*sus - to be suspicious of
*²concise - saying a lot in a small amount

&& they still say,
`*shes da worst