u know your in love when..

RAGE $AY$ ;;
i had Like da 6est time last nite =] .. went on a double date w| my boyfriend && his cuzzo (who i caLL my Cuzzo LoL) && his wifey .. i forgot my camera tho so whenever i get da pics she took they def. goin up cuz i had tooooo much fun .. we went 2 BBQ`s on 42nd .. FIRST TIME i EVER finished everything on my plate ! YAY ME !! (London Tipton voice) .. i was so proud of myself lmao .. they was like '' where da fucc ya ribs go?'' im like in my belly nigga lol .. my plate was CLEANNNNN !! but yeah they treated us , then we took pics.. we got 2 different pics each couple .. && they pics aint have nuttin on ours :-p *sticks out tongue* lol nah on some real tho .. they really came out smoove && yall gonna see @ da end .. den we was bout to go to da park but we 4got we not in "the hood" and parks in the city close early lmao so we just sat on da steps wit a umbrella open && chilled .. we was lame 4 dat 1 but it was funny ..
aside from the minor lil attitudes my boyfriend was coppin, i had a Good time .. hope to do it again =]

toodLes Guys ! ima hit ya:: w| some shxt later on ..

"YOU KNOW YOU ARE IN LOVE
WHEN YOU SEE THE WHOLE WORLD IN HER EYES,
AND HER EYES EVERYWHERE IN THE WORLD..."

now aint dat da truth?,
`*shes da worst

6irthdays was DA WORST days ..

RAGE $AY$ ;;
$inCe 6irthday$ wa$ da wor$t day$ ...

HAPPY FUCCIN W0R$T DAY TO MEEEE !!

ye$ yaLL .. a year older, a year wiser .. greatful that God allowed me to live another year ..
i actually thought my day was LITERALLY gonna be a bad one .. 6ut it turned out to 6e
an iight 6irthday after all thanks to ;; 6laccy, my 6rother 6o6o, YaYa, my family, my $nook && my future mother in Law =] .. they made it worth while ..
like seriously though.. i had a few haters on da low for my worst day cuz like ..
6itches was really mad .. like i dont know why .. maybe because i aint dress up && even when i dont dress up && switch it up swiitchin da flows && im still flyer den half of da bxtches walkin in da high lol ..

u mad? fix ur face .. get my name out ya mouth, bxtches how i tasteeee??

nah definetly major shout outs to blaccy, keera, $nook, mom-dukes in Law && Tricia for da C-day Gifts .. Love Yall for that, yall da 6est .
<--- $hout outs 2 my twin 6rother mike too .. we gave it up stupid , what set of twins u know fLy Like thi$? LoL haha

shout outs to the people who supposed to be my friends dat aint get me shxt for my worst day && i got dem shxt for their birthdays .. dont expect nothin next time =]

&& shout outs to da people who pose to be cool w| me && aint show me no love in da away or tell me happy 6irthday -> Cuz you Guys can succ a aids dicc && get fucced w| one .. pardon my rudeness but im just real && thats how i feel . so

take it to da heart !

&& no Guys, no 6irthday sex for me .. Guess i Gotta wait tiLL next year :-\ cuz my 6f jinxed me .. so u KNOW i was FED ! LoL ..

i 6een slippin w| the posts lately but ima get bacc on it .. its just that its 17 more days of school && im tryna get on my GRIZZYYYYY ! i needa get my average bacc poppin ya digg ?

&& shxt even on my worst day they sayin
`*shes da worst

what's worse, knowing or thinking their cheating?

what's worse ?

·The KNOWING that some one is cheating

OR

·The THOUGHTS that they might be cheating ?

-»now personally , I feel like the thoughts are THE worst
[ not DA W0R$T now , LoL ] , 6'Cuz when you KNOW sum1

is cheating , its easier to deal w| 6'cuz there's no reason

to 6e *sus about the situation . you can make ur decision
then and there about what u wanna do in regards to ur
partner cheating on u ..

WHERE AS :

the thoughts can fcuk you up .. like seriously 6'cuz u gonna
think when they not with you 1. who they w| ? , 2. what they
doing? 3. who they doin? 4. why they aint pick up they fone,
who da fcuk they w|? 5. why she writin/textin him?, 6. why
he been actin like that lately? , && etc etc .. that shxt will
REALLY get to you after a while .. especially when you love
the person, that shxt is the worse .. or in worse case scenario,

they cheated before && you took them 6acc .

smh , the THOUGHTS you can do nothing about, like Ne-Yo
said "You Either *Trust Me Or You Don't* ." its easier said
then done , cuz regardless whether you trust the person
that inner 6xtch we hate called JEALOUSY always kiccs in
whether u wanna admit it or not .. it does have a factor ..

now lemme stop ram6ling on cuz I just noticed my posts 6e
HELLA long for no reason , im learning to 6e *²concise !

conclusion ;; the thoughts hurt more 6ecause at the end of
the day, your mind is gonna be wandering when your not w|
the person, && what they are doing while they aren't w| you
or who they`re talkin to, cuz our minds can't help 6ut wander !

what do yall think ? leave comments & lemme know .

wtf do dis mean?:
*sus - to be suspicious of
*²concise - saying a lot in a small amount

&& they still say,
`*shes da worst